I think I’m about to be a bad friend, and there’s not too much I can do about it.
I’m already sending responses to text messages at the slowest rate of my life… but if I leave my phone in the other room, I can’t hear it go off and I can’t run to answer it if it’s ringing. I move so slowly that there’s almost no point in getting up in the first place because I know I’ll miss it.
As of right now, the baby is overdue and could come at anytime. I’m usually a planner, and I like to have things planned out in advance… but I can’t do that right now. I don’t know for sure if I can come to something that’s happening in two days from now because I don’t know if I’ll be giving birth, at the hospital after giving birth, or recovering at home from giving birth. Or, too tired to get dressed, much less go out to a public place with other people there. I want to go to these events that people invite me to on facebook… but if it starts after 9:00 at night, I know I’ll be way too tired and no fun.
So, for both the way this is probably going to get worse after the baby comes, and for how it’s been the last couple of months: Friends, I’m sorry for being such a bad friend. Hopefully a cute little one will make up for it??